69.Thursday -Fear of God : Desire : Imagination : Ego : Memory. existential anxiety

David is blessing Solomon.

1 Kings chapter 2 verse 3, Keep the mandate of the LORD, your God, walking in his ways and keeping his statutes, commands, ordinances, and decrees as they are written in the law of Moses, that you may succeed in whatever you do, and wherever you turn.

Jesus sending the Twelve: 

Mark chapter 6  verse 7,  He summoned the Twelve and began to send them out two by two and gave them authority over unclean spirits.  He instructed them to take nothing for the journey but a walking stick—no food, no sack, no money in their belts.

Becoming a disciple requires living according to the call of baptism.

"Do this in remembrance of me." Mary "treasured up all these things, pondering them in her heart".

Proverbs chapter 4 verse 23, With all vigilance guard your heart, for in it are the sources of life.

Proverbs  chapter 17 verse  3, "The crucible is for silver, and the furnace is for gold, and the Lord tests hearts".

Follow the advice of your Heart. Matthew chapter 15 verse  18, Jesus teaches that what comes out of a person’s mouth—their words, actions, and character—originates from the heart. 

Reflection of a character around you is the path to destiny. Either the outcome of hope from fear of God is leading, or despair from fear of death is leading. Hope of  Despair cannot stay together.

Hope leads to Love, Despair leads to Hate.

Fear of God is the core anchor in the heart; it preserves an innate, uncorrupted memory of the Creator that holds all things—both good and bad—within a human. This core magnet creates a desire—a magnetic field for the heart's true self, the soul—which holds heart and soul together. This join is the origin of grace, which contains the wisdom, resources, and love of the Father. Grace is required for a soul to live and function in a body; otherwise, it will be deactivated. The magnetic field around desire, the imagination, generates imaginative objects in the spiritual realm. These objects germinate thoughts in the physical realm, which form thought objects ; these, in turn, generate words, actions, and habits. These habits form memory in muscle and heart, memory is the character , and character is destiny. Imagination around desire is the connection point between the spiritual and physical realms.

Original Sin caused a disconnection from the soul. Consequently, the reverential awe of "Fear of God" turned into the judgment of "Fear of Death." Since Desire cannot connect to the Soul, it connects to a fake soul, or false ego—an empty well created by the brain's imagination.

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St. Augustine:  "Our hearts are restless until they rest in Thee." 

According to the Catechism of the Catholic Church (CCC) 27, the desire for God is written in the human heart because man is created by God and for God. God never ceases to draw humanity to himself, and only in God will people find the truth and happiness they are searching for. 

Anchored in the heart, Origin Desire seeks to bridge the soul with Grace. Upon this connection, a profound 'Fear of God' is awakened within the heart, triggering hope-based instincts, intuition, and divine stimuli. As the brain incorporates this grace, a Memory of Virtues are  formed, anchored firmly in that sacred fear. Feed to become empty.(Sanctifying grace does an emptying process that is required for virtues to flow into the intellect, senses, and muscle memory.) 

If the Origin Desire is not able to connect with the soul, the fear of death triggers fear-based instincts, intuition, and stimuli. The fear of death drives the desires of the flesh, and a memory of vices is formed, anchored firmly in that fear. 

The fear of death acting as a subconscious, enslaving force that pushes individuals toward sensory pleasures, material hoarding, and self-preservation to avoid the inevitability of mortality.

State Not in  Grace >  Fear of  Dead/Sin Rules - Physical world - Duplicates everything of Spiritual world.

Egoistic Hunger  > lower Consciousness-Intellectual awareness  - Only intellect - Hardened Heart > Fear-based instincts of , intuition, and stimuli. > Feed to emptiness.

Since heart is designed to connect with soul, 

Ego is the fake heart Created by Intellect, that is hardened heart surrounded by kingdom with a set of rules.. This person can express the custom of any spirits accessing Ego.

Any spiritul entitis accessing this shows its

Hardened Heart =  Hidden demonic spirit, Fake heart Created by  Intellect, and Intellect making  a kingdom of ego or world opposite to Kingdom of God.

Terror Management Theory (TMT): The deep-seated fear of mortality is managed by constructing cultural beliefs, rituals, and institutions that provide meaning, significance, and a sense of symbolic or literal immortality. 

Demonic influences often operate through "strongholds" built in the senses or habits of muscle memory. it can start mostly from child hood, trauma or misuse. Any external physical touch, any fearful occasions

Grace >      Soul Active       > Core Magnet Fear of God  in Heart > Hopeful desire Field - Heart & Soul > Seeds of Virtues  in Heart > Imagination Field around Virtues  >  

Magnet of  Virtuous Imaginative objects in Heart >  

Thoughts around Imaginative objects in physical realm >  Thoughts objects > Words > Actions > Habits >Memory in Muscle and Heart > Character > Destiny.

Habits getting deposited around Seed of  Hope as memory and making it strong Day by day.

Fruits love, joy, peace, patience , kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness, and self-control, 

Virtuous Imaginative objects Vs  Fearful Imaginative objects : 

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The ego is often described as a psychological construct created by the brain in imagination, acting as a false sense of identity focused on survival, material possession, and self-assertion. It is an empty well operating in 'lack,' creating anxiety, whereas the soul—the source of living waters—operates in abundance. The ego attempts to fill the void left by the disconnection from the divine with substitutes, leading to a life driven by fear.

Catholic Baptism reestablishes this connection. The Rosary and sacramental life help to maintain this connection, called the state of grace. For a person in a state of grace, the Fear of God is the core magnet, and Hope is the magnetic field of desire that connects the soul and generates wisdom. When not in a state of grace, the Fear of God turns to a Fear of Death, and despair is the magnetic field of desire that connects to the false ego and generates knowledge. The magnetic field of hopeful desire generates an imagination of virtues, whereas the magnetic field of despairing desire generates an imagination of vices.

Imaginative objects generated in the spiritual realm germinate thoughts in the physical realm, which form thought objects. These, in turn, generate words, actions, and habits. These habits form memory in muscle and heart, defining the person as one of tranquility or distress.

As world and heaven work to attract imagination in various ways, our realization and cooperation affect our thoughts and memories, leading to either peace or distress.

In a state of grace, the soul lives, heart-virtues are nourished, and the fear of God prevails. If in a state of sin, connection with God is lost and the soul is in a state of spiritual death. Consequently, the person is also in a state of death. This causes a fear of death and triggers survival-based instincts of , intuition, and stimuli. Furthermore, this intellectual awareness of our mortality creates a constant, often subconscious, existential anxiety. To manage this, humans construct cultural systems, meanings, and self-esteem to feel enduring, valuable, and protected from the void."

As world and heaven work to attract imagination and thoughts  in various ways, our realization and cooperation affect our thoughts and memories, leading to either peace or distress.

Grace contains pure love, allowing it to express naturally based on wisdom. When Grace flows from the spiritual realm, any interest in the heart can misuse it. Likewise, any habits in the physical realm can also misuse it. The Rosary is the best habitual practice to avoid this misuse and help the flow of grace to express naturally in the physical realm.

T he fear of God—defined as profound reverence, awe, and submission— acts as a driving force that aligns the soul's desires with divine will. This godly fear fosters a desire for obedience, holiness, and righteousness, driving out lesser, sinful passions. It serves as a spiritual safeguard that illuminates the soul and fosters security. 

Holy habits are the best way to cultivate love and root out fear. They remove negative memory patterns and build patterns of faith and trust in the Lord. The Rosary fosters the state of grace and reliance on sanctifying grace by combining spiritual rhythm, scriptural reflection, and Marian intercession.

Spiritual realm : Soul connect  to  heart . 

Physical realm :  Brain and senses connects to heart.

A meek heart : Heart directed toward the Emptiness of Soul's desire. Poor in Sprit.

Higher consciousness requires an awakened soul and a meek heart, pure soil. This is the origin of grace, which flows through the brain and senses naturally to produce blessings in action.

Lower consciousness - Heart directed toward the ego's desires, connected to  Brain and Senses. A state driven by the ego, survival instincts, fear, and a sense of separation.

Love or Hate Bothe cannot stay together. 

Familiarity reduces uncertainty and increases attraction : Frequent awareness, often through repeated exposure, triggers interest, which fosters positive feelings of likeness, ultimately forming habits, consistent with psychological principles .