59.Monday - 3nd week - Channel of Grace making purging : Ego Clash
Timothy chapter 1 verse 4, I yearn to see you again, recalling your tears, so that I may be filled with joy, For this reason, I remind you to stir into flame the gift of God that you have through the imposition of my hands. For God did not give us a spirit of cowardice but rather of power and love and self-control.
The Flow of Grace can cause pain, tears, and eventually Christ's peace.
A chosen Catholic is a channel of Grace. This channel making process is suffering. Flow of grace can make a person a stone of stumbling or a stone of building. This flow remove obstacles and purify. It is an active, living force that reveals truth, that provokes opposition from problematic elements within a person, causing intense pain. This process is frequently described as a 'purging' where light illuminates inner darkness, bringing repressed traumas, emotions, and ego-attachments to the surface for release. This Flow can trigger negative elements with another connected person and can cause pain. The constant focus to realize the acts of Grace in every actions brings Christ's peace.
Every human has equal right of Actual Grace. Grace flow is subject to moral law. Gain or loss is result on how we used it. Demonic elements can drain grace.
Memory Connection of daily experiences, thoughts.
Grace flows through human 'connected' situations. Human thought, word, or action can forge this connection, a more intense bond results in a greater flow of grace.
Connection can done through invoking. Through Prayer Grace flows to relatives in Purgatory. Any block of unresolved spiritual debts can cause pain to living to clear the block. We can lose our Grace by engaging with a plot like movies, plot of gossips. plot to curse or blame someone. All truthful actions gain grace and negative actions loose our grace and drain to demonic activities.
Acts of ego—driven by a desire for control, recognition, or superiority—create internal and external tension, manifesting as irritation, frustration, and anxiety.
Universal maintenance of equilibrium. Ego centric activates winding towards negativity and empathetic activates winding towards positivity. This means contraction of intellectual consciousness and corresponding expansion of spiritual consciousness to maintain balance.
due to ego depletion, Winding of ego of a person cause burst to unwinding or a release of accumulated tension to be stable. This can happen cyclically.
The ego perceives situations as "for me" or "against me," treating minor inconveniences as personal attacks, which triggers defensiveness. This, stems from the mental "winding" or contraction of the self-centered ego-self. if no unwinding happened, it can burst.
Unwinding of ego is very important. Either a person can do it self by, withdrawing from tension, doing some alternate actions, yelling is fine, if anyone available to take it, crying, kicking some objects. Just one Rosary is most effective to unwind tension of Ego.
If a Rosary praying person is there in a family, Flow of grace will be strong and truth prevails. Any act against the flow of grace from family members including him can cause irritation within family.
Any act of ego can bring irritation. This irritation due to winding of ego and tension. Rosary praying persons ego cannot get tensioned because, rosary frequently unwind ego winding and tension.